Thoughts for Words

I am now feeling it. I am a looser of love. Loving the person who can't love you back is a total insane. I am aware from the beginning yet I still believe in that 0.1% that he will gonna choose me. I am losing my hope now, there's no any other way but to move on. But how can how can I move on if I am already in love with him? Why he did left me hanging in the dark. There's too many questions to ask but I should ask myself first that why in the beginning you already knew the result why you still push it. And now? you're nothing but a broken girl in a new years day! Feelings suck. I dont want to have it anymore. I hope someday, I will be able to write happy thoughts and share it with everyone.

Could you please stay if I ask you to stay ? Those were your words to me I took the risk not sure of the ending. Or it might just we've crossed each other path. I'm falling and I'm not sure if you'll gonna catch me in the end. Should I continue or stop?

Be thankful for what you have. You earned it in a good ways. Share it with others. ❤   ✿  

I make mistake. I am not perfect. I've done things people will not believe I would. In the eyes of other's I always look fine with no problem. Deep inside I am hurting and asking for somebody to rescue me. I'm just simple. I want to be happy and face all the things that I am afraid of. But at the end of the day. I'm still not so perfect. Imperfections are beauty. I don't care if you don't believe it or not at all.

Life doesn't have forever. Everybody is leaving.   Everybody will just pass by in your life. When you already love that person, when you already are a good best friend to that person.  There comes a time that you two needs to get separated either by a good or bad reason. As times goes by, the friendship, the closeness will change and when you get to see that person again, everything will now change. However, despite the changes that comes. When somebody leave, someone will come though. Life is a constant change. Just enjoy each every moment and cherish the memory forever.