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When Memories hits you back.

Why is that every time, when you already forgot that one person. When you already convinced yourself that it really is done, that you don't feel anything at all. Then suddenly, in such an ungrateful moment, you will see a glimpse of the memories from the pasts. Then it will hit you hard, everything will comeback. As of this writing, I am starting to forget all over again. Why is it so hard for me to forget when others can just do it in such a second? Why can't I just forget everything and don't remember anything at all?
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You are my Sunshine

I'll always love you and make you happy If you will only say the same But if you leave me and love another You'll regret it all some day You are my sunshine, my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are gray You'll never know dear, how much I love you Please don't take my sunshine away You told me once, dear, you really loved me And no one else could come between But now you've left me and love another You have shattered all of my dreams (Johny Cash)
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I dream of you last night

I dream of you last night, you we're looking at me from a far. I dream of you last night, we we're sitting on a bench near a river side by side. I dream of you last night, you're introducing me to your loved ones in your house. I dream of you last night, we we're sitting in a car inside. I dream of you last night, you were calling my name from a far. I dream of you last night, we we're dancing on our wedding night. I dream of you a lot and it's a nightmare to me every night
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Forget me not.

It's been a while but the feelings still the same. Every minute, it is you on my mind. Every dream, it is you who appears every night. I wanna be free from this feelings. I wanna forget everything about you. But how? When everything I see reminds me of you?
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You Deserved Better

In few days time, I'm turning 25. I realized that I deserved better more than anyone else. I need to stop chasing on that one wrong person and stop pushing myself to that someone who never bother to be with me since the very beginning. I need to stop settling for less, I need to start looking for the best because all this sadness will then soon fade away. Just go after the better things. That's everything for now.
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A Start of Something New

After reading a book named: A subtle art of not giving a fuck: A counter intuitive approach of living a good life. I realized a lot of things. I realized that everything that I am doing is wrong and that I only put myself in a situation that is ruining my life. I realized I deserved better for myself, I deserve to be a priority, not an option or a second choice. It's my choice that I am hurting myself and I should be responsible on how to get away with it. Reading that book made me realize on how lucky I am with the good people that surrounds me. All this time, I had been focusing on one person that doesnt even care about me. I'm just wasting all my time, energy , efforts specially emotions, emotions that ruins my life over the past year. I finally let go of him, well I cannot say that I finally did but I'm still in a process, in a beautiful process. When you give yourself a chance to become a better version of yourself your giving your life a new meaning, a meaning that
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Lost Somewhere

My feelings, I can't understand. Lost somewhere I cannot found. I feel alone yet unsure. Is it him then why? My feelings are changing and I can't explain how. Mixed emotions and sudden anxiety attack. Not sure if it;s time to let go or stay stuck? Can it not be over soon? When will this be ever stop?
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