Lost Somewhere

My feelings, I can't understand.
Lost somewhere I cannot found.
I feel alone yet unsure.

Is it him then why?
My feelings are changing and I can't explain how.
Mixed emotions and sudden anxiety attack.

Not sure if it;s time to let go or stay stuck?
Can it not be over soon?
When will this be ever stop?

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