1st day
I survived today i didn't texted him. I wish this feelings will be over soon. I cant change the fact that he cant love me. I am giving up my 0.01 percent of chance that someday he will choose me. I've been waiting for him for over 11 months now and i just realized yesterday that this shit is not going anywhere. Whatever I give, whatever i say, no matter how much i express and say that i loved him, he cant choose me. I gave up. I deserve someone better.