Thoughts for Words

Why is that every time, when you already forgot that one person. When you already convinced yourself that it really is done, that you don't feel anything at all. Then suddenly, in such an ungrateful moment, you will see a glimpse of the memories from the pasts. Then it will hit you hard, everything will comeback. As of this writing, I am starting to forget all over again. Why is it so hard for me to forget when others can just do it in such a second? Why can't I just forget everything and don't remember anything at all?

I'll always love you and make you happy If you will only say the same But if you leave me and love another You'll regret it all some day You are my sunshine, my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are gray You'll never know dear, how much I love you Please don't take my sunshine away You told me once, dear, you really loved me And no one else could come between But now you've left me and love another You have shattered all of my dreams (Johny Cash)

I dream of you last night, you we're looking at me from a far. I dream of you last night, we we're sitting on a bench near a river side by side. I dream of you last night, you're introducing me to your loved ones in your house. I dream of you last night, we we're sitting in a car inside. I dream of you last night, you were calling my name from a far. I dream of you last night, we we're dancing on our wedding night. I dream of you a lot and it's a nightmare to me every night

It's been a while but the feelings still the same. Every minute, it is you on my mind. Every dream, it is you who appears every night. I wanna be free from this feelings. I wanna forget everything about you. But how? When everything I see reminds me of you?